I got tears just writing that. I got my next beta back today. It went from 74 at 15DPIUI to 165 at 17DPIUI. So far now things are going well. We are done with betas and I’ll have an ultrasound with the RE on 7/7. I’m trying to prepare for being out with HG, but it’s still hard to believe it’s happening. I’m just so afraid it won’t last. I don’t know when or if that will change.
One scary thing is that my EDD is March 2nd. Nine days before the one year anniversary of my due date with Noah. So every milestone will line up almost exactly. It’s going to be an interesting few months.
Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers. Keep them coming. I am so excited, but so, so terrified.
I’m also thinking of all my IF/Loss bloggers still trying. I am thinking and hoping for you, and understand if you need to unfollow or only visit sporadically.