Tomorrow we have the first of 3 ultrasounds to look at the brain. To find out whether or not this baby has a chance at life. I’ve been counting down, but now I’m afraid to know. As long as I don’t know there is the possibility that he is ok.
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Praying for you, I wish you didn’t have to go through this!
Thank you!
I was thinking of you this morning, I’m so glad you posted so I can let you know that you’re in my thoughts and prayers and I am hoping hoping hoping all is well with this little one’s brain and every other organ and cell.
Thank you. Just have to make it through the day. Our ultrasound is tomorrow morning. I have a good friend getting her beta results today. So between waiting for her news and mine I’m a nervous wreck!
Praying for you! Try to relax ( I know it is hard!) and remember God is with you, your hubby, Noah, and this precious little guy!
Thank you. I don’t think we’ll feel real relief until the 3rd ultrasound if we make it there, but baby steps. Thank you for praying for us and baby Sam.
I totally understand that!!! No one can blame you for that either. Sam is lucky to have you as a mother!
Sending you peace and calm as you wait for the u/s tomorrow. Hoping and praying that it’s a happy day tomorrow.
Thank you!
Thinking of you. I had such feelings before my betas, but I can only imagine what it must be like now.
It’s definitely scary. Thanks for junking. Of us.
Thinking of us. Yay autocorrect!
I’ll be thinking of you and hoping for good news tomorrow.
Holding you in my heart tomorrow. And sending a deep breath.
Been thinking and praying and watching for an update from you… This baby is fearfully and wonderfully made… It has the perfect DNA of his/her Heavenly Father… Praying for peace over you and your other half… And that all will be well… Can’t wait to hear the great report!