Double Rainbow

There was a sudden downpour yesterday that led to this beautiful sight out our back window.  A double rainbow.  One strong, one hazy.  It felt like a metaphor.  We have our rainbow.  Sam is here, strong and vibrant.  He can light up a room with his laugh and wants so much to do it all. […]

Two and a half years

Yesterday Owen told Sam that he was “the best brother ever!” It was wonderful, and sweet, and heartbreaking. He never got the chance to play with and snuggle his first brother.   I have a million pictures of Owen and Sam. Owen loves getting their picture taken together. This is the only picture we have […]

Capture Your Grief Day 4: Light and Dark

   Light and Dark.  Grief and Joy.  We grieve because we love.  One picture shows one of our darkest moments and the light and joy we felt when Sam was born safely. And the other the heartache we felt, missing Noah even in our joy.   I recently read back over some things I wrote […]